Disclaimer: Please do not take any of my views given below personally as this is only my personal take! I do not intend to Impose myself.
Enjoy!
Hi All,
This is 26th of July and Its been months since I last opened my dashboard. And well I hope you all are doing fine and you very well need to be..because what I mean is that if you gonna read this further then you really need to be in good shape! You could still skip this..,.think about it....oh no you wanna read this..God Bless Then!
Life rewind!
A few months back!
A storm!
This year till date has been like a storm in my life. I am alone in this huge ocean called life, trying to sail across. But this storm could always kill me.
A dream in the middle of a storm!
I was sleeping!!
It was peaceful!!
The peaceful sleep had a beautiful dream...
The dream had a beautiful human in it
I was loving it..I still I am :)!
It was an Incredible feeling. We were talking! My interactions were so so vivid! Then suddenly it became a distraction as I am awakened to the reality. A serious distraction. And I lost the plot completely. Then came the disaster which usually accompanies the storm.
Spell Disaster-->!
Well I was going pretty well and I was up for the challenge! Yes this year I had a challenging task up my sleeves and I was rubbing my butt for it. I was putting in some serious hard work, But butt!! Nothing happened, In fact it could not have been worse! Worst nightmare came true!! Everything was screwed on a single day. I never knew what hit me but suddenly I was down in the dumps again! All hell broke loose!! What all were my options then?
1 Suicide!
2 Homicide!
3 Pesticide...aah forget it!
Well well well! Are you getting what I am trying to say? I hope not!! still let me try an explain...Actually what happened was a combined affect of failures and successes on my mind. Whose Failure? Mine..of course...Whose Successes?...my peers,,,of course!!
Defining the worst period-->Disaster!
Disaster happens and only disaster, If the risk you take backfires on you. Nothing else could happen then. And then even the closest ONES stop backing you. Then they would even go all out and try an hurt you. And if this is not enough then you get to hear some great news. So and so has raised hell! There is one neighbor of ours and he has been such a pain lately. Trust me that a** is worth mentioning here. He would show of at any given hour and would start boasting about his IP KIDS! (IP Kids refer to the great enggs of the great IP university and unfortunately I am one of them). He goes like this.. O! One kid is in US and the other is in Japan and so on..blah blah blah..,Though I assure you that very little has the IP has to do with these kids. Its all our great IT industry in India which is making lives of so many as rosy as anything!! Getting to the point again,,,.and then he finishes and the firing starts at our home and it hurts me bad. It makes me sick!
Well I have a few questions to the people around me..So what I never wanted to do a particular job? So what I never landed in US? Does this mean that I deserve nothing? Does this mean that I am a sad guy with a sad life? Why don't they give me my chance? Whats wrong with all the middle class dreams in this country??
Well the world could suddenly become hell and you suddenly start to feel as an pariah. This is what has happened to me this year.
Now I am in a "introspect mode" and I am seriously contemplating just How would I get out of this hole I suddenly find myself in? I am thinking!! Also I have started working again as I was running out of funds to fund my self projects...Life goes on...and It would carry on its course..and in the end I do not actually wanna blame my closed ones for anything! They have done all they could..in fact more and now its my turn to do something.
I accept!
Hell...one thing you should not do in life is "planning something". Please remove the word Plan from your dictionary. It would never happen the way you wanted it. I don't believe in any god or any super natural powers. But I accept for the very first time that things are controlled by some one. This is my personal take again. Some where some one control your actions! You could never do it if that some one doesn't give a nod.
2010 is worst year of my life and I am writing it here for all of you to know it. Now one thing I want is to reach January the 1st 2011 as quickly as possible.
Manocha Power!
In the end I would like to conclude on a positive note. Inspite of the happenings around me there is some power which keeps me going and which drives me. It gives me immense strength always and its very well hidden in my name. I call it the Manocha Power. ..Well I am still alive and I can pull off anything..just any damn thing..
I salute the spirit of Manocha Power!!
Cheers!
Piyush
Enjoy!
Hi All,
This is 26th of July and Its been months since I last opened my dashboard. And well I hope you all are doing fine and you very well need to be..because what I mean is that if you gonna read this further then you really need to be in good shape! You could still skip this..,.think about it....oh no you wanna read this..God Bless Then!
Life rewind!
A few months back!
A storm!
This year till date has been like a storm in my life. I am alone in this huge ocean called life, trying to sail across. But this storm could always kill me.
A dream in the middle of a storm!
I was sleeping!!
It was peaceful!!
The peaceful sleep had a beautiful dream...
The dream had a beautiful human in it
I was loving it..I still I am :)!
It was an Incredible feeling. We were talking! My interactions were so so vivid! Then suddenly it became a distraction as I am awakened to the reality. A serious distraction. And I lost the plot completely. Then came the disaster which usually accompanies the storm.
Spell Disaster-->!
Well I was going pretty well and I was up for the challenge! Yes this year I had a challenging task up my sleeves and I was rubbing my butt for it. I was putting in some serious hard work, But butt!! Nothing happened, In fact it could not have been worse! Worst nightmare came true!! Everything was screwed on a single day. I never knew what hit me but suddenly I was down in the dumps again! All hell broke loose!! What all were my options then?
1 Suicide!
2 Homicide!
3 Pesticide...aah forget it!
Well well well! Are you getting what I am trying to say? I hope not!! still let me try an explain...Actually what happened was a combined affect of failures and successes on my mind. Whose Failure? Mine..of course...Whose Successes?...my peers,,,of course!!
Defining the worst period-->Disaster!
Disaster happens and only disaster, If the risk you take backfires on you. Nothing else could happen then. And then even the closest ONES stop backing you. Then they would even go all out and try an hurt you. And if this is not enough then you get to hear some great news. So and so has raised hell! There is one neighbor of ours and he has been such a pain lately. Trust me that a** is worth mentioning here. He would show of at any given hour and would start boasting about his IP KIDS! (IP Kids refer to the great enggs of the great IP university and unfortunately I am one of them). He goes like this.. O! One kid is in US and the other is in Japan and so on..blah blah blah..,Though I assure you that very little has the IP has to do with these kids. Its all our great IT industry in India which is making lives of so many as rosy as anything!! Getting to the point again,,,.and then he finishes and the firing starts at our home and it hurts me bad. It makes me sick!
Well I have a few questions to the people around me..So what I never wanted to do a particular job? So what I never landed in US? Does this mean that I deserve nothing? Does this mean that I am a sad guy with a sad life? Why don't they give me my chance? Whats wrong with all the middle class dreams in this country??
Well the world could suddenly become hell and you suddenly start to feel as an pariah. This is what has happened to me this year.
Now I am in a "introspect mode" and I am seriously contemplating just How would I get out of this hole I suddenly find myself in? I am thinking!! Also I have started working again as I was running out of funds to fund my self projects...Life goes on...and It would carry on its course..and in the end I do not actually wanna blame my closed ones for anything! They have done all they could..in fact more and now its my turn to do something.
I accept!
Hell...one thing you should not do in life is "planning something". Please remove the word Plan from your dictionary. It would never happen the way you wanted it. I don't believe in any god or any super natural powers. But I accept for the very first time that things are controlled by some one. This is my personal take again. Some where some one control your actions! You could never do it if that some one doesn't give a nod.
2010 is worst year of my life and I am writing it here for all of you to know it. Now one thing I want is to reach January the 1st 2011 as quickly as possible.
Manocha Power!
In the end I would like to conclude on a positive note. Inspite of the happenings around me there is some power which keeps me going and which drives me. It gives me immense strength always and its very well hidden in my name. I call it the Manocha Power. ..Well I am still alive and I can pull off anything..just any damn thing..
I salute the spirit of Manocha Power!!
Cheers!
Piyush
